Yesterday 2nd day of Ramadan...We went to have our Umrah before our flight next week...I was with Ate Debs,shappy,jessica and Ate Gem...We went to Thanaim 2 take our two raka'a of prayers,then we go to Masjid Al-Haram,tawaf smoothly done Alhamdulillah...
Then we go to take our Maghrib at safa-marwa area..We did our Sa'i and only 3 turns we're about to finished..I'm not expecting anything will happen in that moment of time...As we go for our 4th turn,there is a woman infront of me and shahira walking but she suddenly stop and we didn't see that there is this man in front of her also,as we are busy with our own prayers We didn't seem to notice that Old man(Abuya)until he fell down slowly and his head touches my knee because I was walking that time and the woman infront of us leave that man maybe due to nervous...I saw with my two eyes that abuya slowly fell down,that moment I don't know what to do and shappy too,coz we are thinking that Abuya will just take his rest for a while,We are about to leave that place but I show some light in his back telling he needs help,We go back and forth I think around five(5)times because I dont know how to initiate because its my first time to witness that scene and so with shappy...We went back at last not only because of my heart willing to go back and help Abuya but because I remember what I take Oath for my Profession as a Dedicated nurse...my mind is eating my brain for my conscience...I went back and Shahira begins to cry...:(I don't know what to do first because I saw shappy is crying with that tears in her eyes,then I supposed to break down also but I told my self to be strong and not to cry..Alhamdulillah because of that tears my mind become alert and started to see what i can do for a help..then I saw Ate debbie...the people in our surrounding panicked and don't know what to do and the guards tell us to leave but we told them we are nurses(mummarida)then one Doctor came and do the CPR,ate debbie do the jaw thrust and for monitoring the pulse while me I assist the Doctor doing the CPR and we do it vice-versa...Abuya that time is gasping his breath but no pulses monitored or should I say weak pulse...that moment of CPR i was trying and praying that Abuya will survive but Allah knows best for him...we positioned him in side lying all secretions come out..then we do again CPR,3 Doctors came to help us and the security guards did nothing as to my disappointment..then we leave that place coz rescuers came even i want to stay in that place and see how's Abuya:(..
Until now I can't get over that abuya..InshaAllah he is ok...Allah knows best for him...We tried our best and effort..maybe there is a reason why he collapse in front of us with Shahira Shahwan...Alhamdulillah I have that eman not to cry and do whatever I can...rescuing someones life is difficult specially for a first timer like me in that situation,but Alhamdulillah thanks Allah!
Flashbacks from the past came to my mind because that time I was doing CPR to Abuya,in my mind and my heart as if I'm doing CPR to my husband,trying to fight and save his life for me and my baby..For that Abuya,I was trying to do my best to save his life and to fight for it for his family...But even sometimes we did our best "All of us will returned to Him"It's just that "who will come first"..and I'm thinking that Allah reminds all of us the life Hereafter,the good deeds and faith to him...May Allah blessed and have mercy in his soul if He didn't survive that day..but I hope InshaAllah Abuya make it to survive...
Its second time for me to do CPR..first with my husband and the second is that Abuya in yesterdays umra...thanks to Shahira for the strength,to ate debs for helping and initiation,for jess and ate gem for monitoring....:)Then as we go to continue our Umrah that's the time I break down my eyes with tears,I pity Abuya and so with his family who maybe doesn't know what happen...
Last thing...to this place where I am now....
This country should provide a well-trained guards for in that case they can help not just to look,feel and listen but to do the action...and help lives...
Help me pray for that Abuya....;c
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