Tuesday, December 25, 2012

It must be him....






I really don't know how it was started.....things just went out smoothly as I prayed before...
It's been years now that I was starting to pray for someone to care and love me and my son.... For those nights that I've been thinking and those time patiently waiting for the man who will hold my hand again...
i almost forgot the feelings of being in love,and even the thought of TRUE LOVE... after my husband died and those minor heartaches I encountered after that... I thought my heart would be like stones.. full of fears and half of it full of hopes...
After 3 years being widow,I always told my self that I was not destined to anyone or to someone...
I was just having my normal routine in life,even deep in my heart i'm longing for something which my heart and mind don't know what is it... then I found out I was longing for LOVE... REAL LOVE from the man of my dreams....


And I'm afraid to be attached and it may be it will fall apart...

But to someone who would find me..I hope that you are ready..to hold my hand and never let it go...

I hope you find me coz i'm waiting for you...

Monday, December 17, 2012

to the one who will have me...



Having you..

Thank you seems the best place to start,
To appreciate your kindness and your gold filled heart,
When I am down and I start feeling sad,
I know you are there and then I am glad.

I am glad I have found someone so true,

An honesty that helps me and gives me a clue,
How to solve my problems when I don't know where to turn,
With your help, from my mistakes I know I will learn.


You are there for me each and every day,

you make me laugh and smile in your own little way,
I can't thank you enough for always being there,
I know I can trust you and see that you care.


I love you lots as you already know,

I am here for you, should you start feeling low,
I'm glad I found you and will always hold you near,
You will never be alone for I am always here.